Our Subbie Pet  Hailey Mae Part 1

This blog was written by subbie pet Hailey Mae who is co-owned by the lovely and enticing Ms. Michaela and me. She is a multitalented Mistress who is fun. playful and incredibly knowledgeable about kink, domination and male chastity. I am so excited to get to know and work with her and together own our little pet! -Fiona

  By Hailey Mae

(Ms. Michaela’s and Ms. Fiona’s subbie pet)

July 18, 2024 was a hot, sunny, summer day that started out like normal for me. I went to work, attended the local renaissance faire. Just all in all was enjoying my day. But the last few weeks something had been on my mind. I had been considering calling Ms. Fiona. I was at a crossroads. On one hand, I could stay true to the faith that I had grown up with, leaving behind any thoughts of sexual exploration. The other was that I could make this call that I had been thinking of for some time. I had made a few calls with Ms. Fiona in the past. So, I knew that if I called her that night, that there would be no turning back. I was going to ask her if she would be my Mistress.

Collared and Owned Subbie Pet

Well, it is quite clear the decision that I made. That night, I called Ms. Fiona. We played a little bit, and once we were done with playing, I bucked up the courage and asked. To my relief, she accepted me as the newest addition to her collection of pets. I was ecstatic, eager, and a little bit nervous as well. This was a big step for me. I was brand new to the lifestyle of being in a D/s relationship. A few weeks later, she and another Mistress, collared me as their exclusive property. 

Moving Forward

In the months since then, there has been a lot that has happened. Ms. Fiona has been an absolutely wonderful Mistress. She has embraced me for who I am as a transwoman and sissy. This has helped me to be comfortable expressing myself. And she has allowed me to really explore the sort of things that interest me in kink. She has never judged me for who I am. Although, she has been firm with me, and either disciplined me with spankings or withheld certain privileges when I misbehaved, but she has also been a very caring and compassionate Mistress.

Self-care is Important for Everyone

The thing that I did not expect is what she has put the biggest focus on for me. That has been self care. She has had me do various assignments to learn how to better take care of myself in almost any situation. Then she taught me about the “7 pillars of self care.” This had me focus on finding ways in each of the pillars that were beneficial for me. When things got really hard over the last month with the departure of my other Mistress, it was what I learned from her assignments for me. Her compassion that was a major reason I have been able to push forward. Those tools are ones that I will be forever grateful for, and I don’t know if I ever would have gained them without the instruction and guidance of Ms. Fiona.

Body Heart and Soul and Giving Over Control

In the short few months that I have been Ms. Fiona’s subbie, I have begun to learn what it means to surrender control. For years, I was able to do what I want, when I wanted, no questions asked. That changed however when I willingly gave myself to her. My body, heart, mind, and soul belong to her. I have had to learn to reign in giving my….correction, HER clitty pleasure; that is something that she gets to decide, the when, if at all, I receive. I have had to learn to enjoy eating cum. Doing so was something that I never thought I would do. I have begun the process of learning to properly please a real cock by receiving her training with my dildos. I have to be more aware and careful to not cause harm or damage to myself, because by doing so would be to damage Ms. Fiona’s property, which as someone who used to be very reckless and seeking adrenaline rushes happened fairly frequently (word from the not so wise…be careful when playing with fire.)

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