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Guilty as Charged

Guilty as Charged


I was raised Catholic so I know a little something about guilt. Granted, much of my religious upbringing didn’t stick or I wouldn’t be a femdom with the blog you are currently reading. I’m what you might call a “recuperated catholic,” but I, up until very recently, suffered from residual chronic guilt. I felt guilt for all I had, all I did or didn’t do, or felt I should want or need to make myself do.


No matter how many times my more rational, logical side countered the mean inner judge in my head I still had this lingering sense of not being “good” enough, moral enough or caring enough. It was fucking exhausting! There is no magic cure. I still do on occasion feel these slight pangs the only thing that has changed isn’t the result of some wonderful clarity bestowed upon me during a dark night of the soul.

Running with the Devil

No, you can’t outsmart or outrun your inner demons. However you can run with them.  I now give in to my deep lust for sex and intimacy. I let myself cave into the craving I have for experiencing the wonders of human connection and carnality. Here’s what I learned, sometimes guilt can be an erotic accelerant to fuel the flames of desire. When something seems taboo it seasons the seduction with added vivacity.


I now see the virtue in my vice and if that makes me a bad girl then I guess I’m guilty as charged!   😉

2 comments to Guilty as Charged

  • You know as I read this I couldn’t help but succumb to this visions of Mistresses Brighton and Harper all dressed up in their sexy nun habits. They do make bad look so good. But seriously, good for you for standing up for yourself one day at a time. Chronic guilt is a situation that should solely be reserved for cuckolds and the poorly endowed, not kickass Femdoms like us!

  • Fiona

    I LOVE Ms. Brighton and Harper in their nun habits! So freakin’ sexy!

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