Anal-yze This: Anger Purgative through Pegging
Five Stages For SPH Cuckies Part 2 and Pegging
Coauthored by Jack-Off Julie
Edited & Adapted From an Interview in WordPress Optimization Format By Fiona
Please refer to 5 Stages of SPH for Part 1 and Pegging
When I was a new little hatchling of a cuckie, I was incredibly angry. Not so much about being cuckolded as I had an intense love-hate relationship with it but it undeniably turned me on. The real anger I felt was at my perceived loss of control. I felt like I didn’t have control over anything and it permeated everything in my life. I came to realize however that I, and for that matter no one, not even my wife or her bull lover never really had control over the cards we were dealt. So I learned to play the hand I had. Even when that meant literally using my hand to jack-off in panties. (This was pre-pegging).
First Pegging Experience
The realize change in me happened though during my first pegging experience. When my wife took me, her newly anointed cuck husband, an anal virgin no less, I left such a deeply moved change in me. I felt like the burden of my need for control was costing me a lot of pleasure and in fact causing me to feel that anger that I had carried deep inside for so long. I don’t recommend this for everyone since it’s an extreme lifestyle by society’s standards but I know it worked for me and I can see now a part of me always loved the idea of playing this role.
Addressing this anger and letting it go helped me to move to the next phase which is bargaining.
Cuck Out of Luck
Bargaining (Stage 3) and wagering with a girlfriend or femdom hot wife is never helpful as it is always a furtive attempt to prevent the inevitable. Sometimes however, a subbie hubby may start bargaining with himself. Like perhaps if I do X than Y will have to let me do Z. Or if I don’t put on panties than I am not really going to be cucked. Or it could be more psychological sabotage that would result in me buying ever miracle “cure” on the market in attempt to try a grow the shaft and balls that were actually just symbolic of the kahunas I so sorely longed for and sought after to turn my cucking dreams into part of my real life relationship.
Sub-MISSION: Acceptance
Lucky for me the testing phase of bargaining and Grief (Stage 4) was short lived as over time, not all at once mind you but gradually I slowly and surely found the Acceptance (Stage 5) I needed to really enjoy my submission. The real grievance and gloom and doom evaporated when I realized I was still very much loved by my wife. She always said she saw me as her best friend and without such high expectations on me I feel our marriage has flourished since we have been a cucking couple. She loves to talk, confine in, and take me shopping like one of her girlfriends. Not that I’d suggest this fetish for everyone, or even all cucks for that matter but for me I am one happy, pantied cuck-submissive.
Isn’t it amazing how much cucking and being pegged can revitalize a relationship? It can be a major pressure release valve. Have you been curious about any of the above? Having a Femdom, be it a wife, girlfriend, or Enchantrix can help ease you through the process. Think about this readers and feel free to email me or comment below. Keep in mind everyone is different and outcomes vary but I’ve found that many cucks find it to be healing.
Mantras also can help for newer Cuckies in training. For an example “I am ready to give in to my cuckold nature.”
Please note also that not all cucks wear panties just as some don’t become fluffers or cuck-suckers. Those are not the stages of being a full-blown cuck just variations of different kinds of cuck kinks some incorporate into their cuckoldry coupling. The cuckold lifestyle itself is not meant for everyone.😉
I’m stage 5 with you/MsCindy & Ms Gia:( all of you have taken me shopping and treat me like one of the girls by having me in bra/panty set with pumps/putting makeup on me trying different shades of lipstick on me as well as kissing me in different shades. All of you have turned me into a cream puff sissy 🙁 I know you want to take me shopping for dresses. So does Ms Cindy & Ms Gia and Ms Mandy caught me wearing her matching pink bra/panty set with her pumps & lipstick:( she said she’s telling everyone of the mistresses and plans on keeping me in them to go along with throwing away all my clothes and making me wear women’s clothes/dresses:( please help me Ms Fiona! I’m a guy and guys don’t wear bras/panties/pumps/lipstick as well as makeup/women’s clothes or dresses:(
Aww it’s so adorable when you try and struggle when you know we always get ya in the end ;0) xoxoxo
Wow… Soft and hot dear.. My hot and tight kisssssssssssssss to you and on your soft pinky body.. Its real photo?? Of yours???
Well who else would it be silly 😉 XOXOXO
Not sure how I missed this post and glad I found it – I think Kubler Ross’s 5 stages are quite useful in understanding your own feelings and process around being under endowed. Denial/Anger are definately first stages. You sort of wonder about it, think it is not true, then sort of realize it is or must be. No matter what YOU think – girls are the deciders. You have to accept their thoughts and feelings on this or you sound like an idiot. It is true – girls simply like big ones. On a related note to “acceptance” I think I have developed somewhat of a “chore fetish” (for lack of another word(s) ). I have a deep (and odd) excitement and desire to “do chores” for women – no pay, no compensation and if they are difficult or humiliating chores all the better. I think it relates to a deep male desire for female approval at all costs. I think about being “small” and doing chores for “her” (neighbors friends colleagues) to please her in another manner. Have you ever heard of that sort of desire?
Oh yes, I daresay I have some wonderful pets that fit that description 😉
I wish You would respond to this!
I wish You would find it adorable for me to try to struggle when You always get me in the end.
You look like You have a soft, hot, tight, pink body.
I do always get my pets in the end one way or another hehee
I don’t have the will-power to resist You. I feel so ashamed and weak!